It's almost been half a year since I posted a journal... Stuff happens, neh? And I'm an air head too, so it's pretty much explained. Talking about myself has always been particularly hard, maybe a side effect from always keeping things inside? Probably. I was once to post a journal about a fight I had with my mother once, and ended up not doing so 'cause I didn't want any of my friends to read it, thinking they'd find it either stupid, pitiful or simply lame...

Meh, for that, I surely hate myself... -shrug-

However, even though I haven't posted anything in long, I'm pretty much happy with the progress I've been through on my artsies. The lines aren't so crappy anymore, the anatomy is more accurate and I like the coloring more too . Isn't it rare these days, an artist (even if, dunno, tenth rate?) pleased with herself? Anyway, I am happy, and I have a bundle of unfinished stuff pilling up. Let's see:

- Satine, Guardian of Hope's reference: 25%- sketched (it was hard to come up with a second design... The first I did was too revealing for the kind of clothing she's supposed to wear... )
- Gaia / Mya Black: 50%- lineart-ed
- Dante seating: 50%- lineart-ed
- Kalu's bye: 75%- Lacking background (yes, I'm trying to apply myself into doing stuff instead of leaving the white paper... )
- Pirate Sorai: 50%- lineart-ed

Just to mention a few . One of the reasons I haven't started coloring most is cause, since I am an airhead like I said before, I lost a few of my coloring pencils, which I will buy this week, and I'll finally get a skin colored pencil! It's a pain to do skin tones when you only have one decent brown for it... I think I'll do some gift art as well, I have this huge need to draw something for . Maybe something to someone else, but I can't really remember who . Yeah, I suck ...

I'm 17 now... since November 2nd ... But I still feel like I was, dunno, 13? Only with dirty jokes ... One more year until a new danger is riding on the road. Even though I like to use public transports, I'd love to have something to ride where I need to. The subway doesn't reach everywhere, you know? I'd be happy with a simple scooter, nonetheless ... Simple minded? Sure am. But I sincerely don't think I'm gonna change any time soon. Better get used to myself, nay? Wierd times...

Finalish note! The school's Christmas concert is gonna be on the... er... 17? Next Saturday, doesn't matter, and it'll be my last officially with them for this holliday... Crossing fingers for it to go well... Polishing my flute and getting some new clothes. Being a finalist can suck hard... I'm already missing this ...